Ser infiel: "to be unfaithful."

I've never managed to stay faithful to anyone.

I was only with my first boyfriend, C, for about 5 months in high school but I managed to slip up once at a party; I played around with a friend's perfect C-cups and let her stick her tongue down my throat.

I was the worst with J; in the course of our two-year relationship, I had a three-month affair with my current boyfriend, also a J. We're a relatively new couple, but we've been flirtatious for 7 years and on-and-off romantically for about 3 - and we're only 21! I want to marry this man, and that's saying a lot coming from a queer woman who wants to marry a similar-sexed individual if not for love then for the principle of equality.

But the natural polyamorousness of my spirit hasn't been stifled. A wise, polyamorous friend once told me, "You can either stuff down your natural urges and be monogamous, or you can stuff down the caustic jealousy and be polygamous." He was, of course, just trying to get into my pants while I was dating the first J, but his words have new meaning today.

A few months ago, my good friend L and her fiancé M were just that: good friends. A few weeks ago, I, hornier than a hooker in the winter, allowed myself to begin an affair with M. And today, we took it to a whole 'nother level.

J has been visiting me for a month from his far-enough-to-be-inconvenient-but-not-enough-to-be-called-"long-distance" home. To be honest, I get tired of people in a heartbeat, and besides, I can't get horny around someone if I feel too at home with them; my natural laziness emerges and sex becomes just another cardio workout or even a chore. The fact that I could tolerate him all month at all says a lot about our relationship - but after such a long time with no school, no work, no going stag to keep us off each other's backs 24/7, he had reached his expiration date last week. All I could think about was M and how he, despite claims of already being in love, could keep his hands off me long enough to not seem clingy, desperate, needy, and dependent.

With a ton of other things on my mind - from family drama to an unstable living situation - I headed to L and M's place for some piece of mind. I hadn't even been venting for 10 minutes when L soothed my nerves with some refreshing new RedTube videos. M offered to close the blinds so I could masturbate at will in semi-privacy, but the party was cut short by a knock at the door. I had to take care of some business with our untimely visitors but was back within the hour for more yummy porn.

I introduced them to Kink.com and its amazing constituent sites as well as the amateur's yuvutu. Around the time we found a full-length Ultimate Surrender video we could all agree on, L and I made a deal to go topless if the other would. Next thing you know, M's stark naked with his 8-inch long, fist-sized wide hard-on - and I'm not just exaggerating to make you drool; I'm telling the truth to make you jealous. ;)

She lays him down on the floor, delicately hovers her mouth above his erect penis, then starts blowing the last few inches with impressive speed. I could only stare agape at this girl who had not long ago asked me to teach her some oral sex techniques because she'd never done it before. But before I had thought too hard on the matter, I feel a strong hand groping between my thighs and I let out a loud moan of surprise mixed with happily met anticipation. M is good at what he does. I could've come instantly but I chose to savor the scene for a while longer before I finally let myself explode into euphoria.

At this point, we had switched over to some grunge lesbian scene or other. One girl was straddling the other and they each had their hand in the other's groin. That has always been a fantasy of mine and I verbalized that to them, though I'm a bit of a BBW so it's not as easy as tinsel town makes it look. M insisted L and I give that position a try but we weren't going for it, so he compromised. He flipped me onto my stomach, positioned his fiancé under my face, and got behind me.

"Can I fuck her, baby?" he asked as he fingered me.

"If she wants it."

I couldn't say or do anything. My eyes were in the back of my head and my clit was on fire. I've never been touched like that. I've never allowed myself to be pleasured that way. It was amazing. :) A condom materialized and L slipped it on to her lover and then he quickly slipped inside me. The moment's respite was much appreciated because for the next several minutes my pussy quivered in orgasm after orgasm as his thick cock made its way in and out with rapid, deep strokes. I finally pulled out, legs shaking and dripping with sweat, and rested on my back as L mounted him and started riding like a pro. I don't like to be on top and even my runner's thighs don't help me out much in that department, but here was this girl barely out of virginity handling her business pornstar style. I mustered up the stamina to play with myself, watching the scene unravel like a fantasy come to life, and came several more times as they switched positions with as much frequency.

It was a good day.

/ser infiel.

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